amazering.

the other day i was playing this game on aim with my friends… superlatives.. u have to name “the best hair, best eyes, nicest smile, best steez” but it has to be a real person and someone the both of u know. and throughout the day, i started to realize that i have AMMMAAAZZZINNGG people in my life. not just that, but i think that everyone is absolutely amazing. and it kinda blew my mind.

the “who i’d like to meet” section on my myspace says this:
“I believe you deserve everything your heart desires.Im excited about all youre about to experience and what you already have. you deserve an applaud for all your accomplishments because no one gives you enough credit for what youve been through. I admire you for picking yourself up despite all the blows youve taken and trying to get this whole thing right. That pot of gold is within our reach, I know you can feel it. Walk with me til the end of the rainbow. Id love to hear your story. “

and as i was re-reading it yesterday i came to a realization that, this explains so much about my character. i am so excited about life.. my life.. your life.. your experiences.. and i am completely and genuinely interested in what you have to share with me. credit is due where its deserved and i’d like to give it to ya….

sorry, am i talkin outta my ass right now? i woke up waaay to early this morning and am currently high on life.

p.s. life sans cigarettes: day 8. i’m still alive. and i can breathe a lot better. =)

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