after this morning’s conversation with kris, i’ve come to the conclusion that i’m old.

old cuz my body aches, i hate mondays at the job, and i’m always complaining about how i’m tired. then i slap some sense into myself because i’m only 25. twenty-fuckin-five. and i sit and ask myself how the hell can i be so tired when i’m still hella young? i act like i’m 40 with a bad hip and osteoperosis.

so my 2nd conclusion of the morning is that i’m not old. but just lazy. let me break down a typical day for the 18-year-old Rachel… school 8-3, work 330-1130, party 1145-2, homework 2-4, sleep 4-7, wakeup. rinse. repeat. now, a typical day for the 25-year-old Rachel.. work 8-430, home w/ baby 5-10. sleep 10-645. wake up. rinse. repeat.

so why do i feel so tired? someone please explain this shit to me cuz my mind is fuckin boggled…

note to self: get back to the gym. excercise = more energy and less fat on the body.