expect the worst, hope for the best.

maybe its just my jaded view of the world, but i’m the kind of person to expect the best, and hope for the best when it comes to circumstance. i dont get butthurt too easily so when the best doesnt happen, i brush that shit off and move on. but, when it comes to people and the roles they play in ur life.. i think.. that i’ve become the complete opposite.

i kind of go into new friendships expecting that they SUCK (i dunno i think i also half expect them to be hunch back and buck tooth too), kind of because i love that feeling of being pleasantly surprised when they are fuckin AWESOME. maybe its cuz i’ve come accross too many mediocre people whom i thought would be nothing short of amazing, that i automatically assume u can’t be as great as u portray urself to be.

i’ve been disappointed too many times that i can confidently throw away my naivety, but i suppose that shouldnt mean that everyone deserves the same fate in my eyes now, does it?

as of late, a few people have proven their absolute amazingness and i am again in awe cuz i can actually say “hey, i see the god in u”.. who besides common says that shit? i guess i do. hahaha.

and this post really serves no purpose than to help me get back into writing after a 2 week hiatus cuz the fuckin job is killin me softly and slowly… whatever. here we go.

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4 comments

  1. Miss.Stefanie · April 4, 2009

    Youre my angel and fly ass mamcita!

  2. yoshi · April 4, 2009

    AGREED… sometimes i think i’m like that because i’m just a hater. =X

    puwahahhahaha!

    but for serious – i’m grateful we were able to reconnect….

    ….thanks to twilight

  3. kng · April 5, 2009

    hahahaha i see the god in you!

  4. Mouf.Peace · April 6, 2009

    totally UNDERSTOODABLE.

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