..and you’re the bitchiest bitch i know”

That was put on a note from my NBF Queenie last week… last week when i was freaking the fuck out… last week when God smacked me with a chin check… last week when i was faced with my own mortality as a cancer scare had my equilibrium off track…

today i received news that the lump i found during a self breast exam is actually called a fibroadenoma. and poses no risk to my health.

i am healthy. i am cancer free. i am ECSTATIC! i cannot begin to express how i feel today. i feel… relieved. i kind of also feel like i cheated death? cuz it totally could have been cancer. it could have been stage 3. i could have been fat and bald from chemo 5 months from now. but i wont be. cuz its not anything to worry about. so why do i feel bittersweet?

all i know is that i am ready to celebrate life! MY life. my HEALTHY life. (and the fact that i get to keep my barely existant tits)… katchafire and rebel souljahz concert this weekend and i hope they stock enough patron at the bar cuz i’m about to shut it down! hahaha.

Jesus walks with me. i am so blessed. enjoy the sunshine!