i am a work in progress.
i am on my way to becoming the person i want to be. i want to be the soccer mom a la carol brady. i want to be the wife that kicks martha stewart’s ass. i want to be the daughter that buys her parents a home. i want to be the cook that serves orgasms on a plate at every gathering and publishes recipes. i want to be the blogger that everyone quotes. i want to be the friend that never lets you down. i want to be the stranger that you want to meet. i want to be the person in your life that refuses to let you feel unappreciated.
cuz i’ve been inspired. and i want to inspire u. so that u can inspire somebody else and pay that shit forward.
ever feel like ur soul is on fire? someone or something opens the door and ur smacked in the face with a passion for something u never knew u had? and u start to explore yourself more and u work harder at ur own happiness and realize that u were dead before. u were just floating on what u think u should be doing rather than what ur heart tells u to be doing.. u were just… existing?
if i’m going to be alive, i might as well be incredible. i want to do more than just exist.
and although i cannot finitely say i’m done, i can say that i’m doing with as much conviction as my cold black heart lets me.
my soul is on fire. and i dont need no water, let that muthafucka burn.