progress. not perfection.

i am a work in progress. 

i am on my way to becoming the person i want to be.  i want to be the soccer mom a la carol brady.  i want to be the wife that kicks martha stewart’s ass.  i want to be the daughter that buys her parents a home.  i want to be the cook that serves orgasms on a plate at every gathering and publishes recipes.   i want to be the blogger that everyone quotes.  i want to be the friend that never lets you down. i want to be the stranger that you want to meet.  i want to be the person in your life that refuses to let you feel unappreciated. 

cuz i’ve been inspired.  and i want to inspire u.   so that u can inspire somebody else and pay that shit forward.   

 ever feel like ur soul is on fire?    someone or something opens the door and ur smacked in the face with a passion for something u never knew u had?    and u start to explore yourself more and u work harder at ur own happiness and realize that u were dead before. u were just floating on what u think u should be doing rather than what ur heart tells u to be doing.. u were just…  existing? 

if i’m going to be alive, i might as well be incredible.  i want to do more than just exist.

and although i cannot finitely say i’m done,  i can say that i’m doing with as much conviction as my cold black heart lets me. 

my soul is on fire. and  i dont need no water, let that muthafucka burn.


  1. madkap · June 24, 2009

    i would like to try orgasm on a plate please.

    good post. my goal is to never be complacent.

  2. Gailey · June 24, 2009

    YOU ARE that friend Maryyyy!! =)

    You’ve inspired me to express my feelings & thoughts on the Internet aka blog. You’ve never any doubt of my capabilities to accomplish anything even if it was simple happiness. Oh and plus ur so FUN!!

    Hahaha I’ve been on this “inspirational-I can do anything-I love my life-I am grateful for everything & everyone” tip!! And it’s fin amazing! It fkn is!!!!

  3. Pink Diamond · June 24, 2009

    Dear stranger,

    You have inspired me..

    Thank you =)

  4. Pink Diamond · June 25, 2009

    Dear stranger,

    You have inspired me..

    Thank you =)
    Sorry, forgot to add great post! Can’t wait to see your next post!

  5. tee · June 27, 2009

    youve inspired me to blizzyblog.

  6. n.m · June 30, 2009

    luv it…girl you just inspired me!!! And I am gonna start to progress NOW!!

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  8. justeezy · August 12, 2009

    We often come across a few gems who deserve to be acknowledged for their honesty, fearlessness, and individuality. I have been reading your blog for a few hours now, and I just want to say that it’s rare I meet another fellow lady who thinks the same way as I do and can express it in a way without sounding like a conceited , attention-seeking whore.

    Love & Peace

    p.s. eye heart hb

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