The universe has thrown me some SHIT in my life, but lately, I can’t help but think that I am still in His favor.
I’ve been riding the FUNemployment bus for the last 8 months, and figuring shit out for myself. What do I want to do? Where do I want to go? Who will I aim to please? I’ve had my heart broken a thousand times in between and after coming home from Italy, decided to structurize my life again.
Less than 2 weeks later, I find myself sitting on the patio at my new job, having a beer, working on my laptop, and enjoying the sunshine. This is work? Yup. I never ever thought I’d say this, but I fucking love my job. After having spent the last 10 years working in a field that I didn’t belong in, its refreshing to find something that’s actually right up my alley.
I’m typing this on my flight back from NYC. I knew NYC was going to be a great time, what I didn’t expect was the lessons it taught me in just under 4 days. It’s ok to want more, and it’s ok to be selfish. I have a clearer understanding of what I want and what I need. And like Mr. Enitan Bereola says, “State your intentions as soon as you know your intentions.”
My intentions, for now, is to save my heart for someone who deserves it. Enjoy working because I actually enjoy my work, and focus focus FOCUS on whatever time I have left.
The Universe has thrown me some SHIT in my life, but she’s also blessed me with amazing opportunities. One step at a time. I’ll get there, and I’m ready and willing to do what it takes. I asked the universe for NYC to change my life. In a nutshell, it absolutely has.
p.s. pictures coming soon.